Herm, don't be so worried. Just go for it, what is the worst that can happen .................. That's right, just remembered what the worst outcome was, on second thought do what ever makes you feel safe to avoid that
Remember that if you get pressured into a flight, then crash the aircraft, it will be those very same people who where pushing you that suddenly turn around and wax lyrical about how they NEVER would fly that way and how incredibly insensible a pilot you are!
I have found myself, on only a few occasions luckily and in my slightly younger years, sitting behind the controls of a leisurely flying vehicle when I really did not want to be there but had been talked into it by other pilots. It's a very unpleasant feeling when that wonderful machine of joy feels like it has huge snarly monster, with lashing teeth, that wants to chew you up and spit out the tatters of what is left on the other side.
I have since made resolutions to only ever fly when I myself have intended upon flying.
They keep telling me what does not kill you only makes you stronger, yet when I recall those situations I go weak at the knees